18yo Virgin Charlotte – Defloration

I have saved my virginity until now, because my mother used to say, that only respectable girls do so in life. She said that only prostitutes lose their virginity before the age of 18. That I should keep myself to the one and only man, with whom I will fell in love with. Thereby I kept myself for the “one”. Until now I haven’t met anyone like him yet. It’s very hard in our time to do so. At the same time I see my girl-friends going out with boys, they’re having sex and not like prostitutes at all. This has changed my mind with time . A year ago I have been dating with a guy. We held hands with him. Our first kiss only after a month of dating and it was on the cheek. He tried to make me have sex with him during our relationship. But I had to explain to him that I can’t do it. My sexual fantasies and thoughts about sex have awoke at the day when, I was in a sauna with girls. Everyone was naked there. I felt very awkward. The shower cabin was very small and tight. It had 4 or 5 girls inside at once. Our soapy and slippery body have been touching one another. I have felt hard nipples of another girl on my back. My pussy got pressed against the tight ass of my girl-friend. This has really made me anxious. We have all laughed about it. But our minds and eyes were away from excitement. That evening I have masturbated twice and both times I had a big orgasm. I have imagined that scene in the shower, where I touch with my naked body, the body of my girl-friend, and we caress each-other. How she’s licking my wet pussy. Until now this my most desirable memory in my life. But now I have decided to change my life. I want to become a model and I want to become a more open and outgoing girl.